Bad habbit.

I was shocked by something, exactly, for I was refused to download something. I know it's a bad habbit to collect everything, I just can't stop. It's not so important in fact, nothing will be changed without it, but I can't stand for that I saw something I want but can't get it. I just want to occupy. I am really angry about why they refused me and why I can't take it easy. Maybe I shouldn't go to that bbs. If I don't know there, nothing will happen.