I'm worried

I'm worried about my poor English. I can't express myself clearly and can't understand others exactly. I read slowly, too. I know I should take more practices, but I don't want to. Maybe I should try to find something interesting to improve my English? But all my interests are about J-POP. Maybe I should try to make some English-subbed variety programs, but I think it will take me too much time. It's the most important thing that I am worried about.

By the way, I watched NEWS on Utaban this morning. It's interesting though it's a bit cruel. I didn't have time to watch their stage, I will watch their performance of Hoshi Wooooooooo~~ Mezashite tonight.^^

It will be the party tonight. In fact I don't want to take part in, but I think I should try to do. I made some dumplings yesterday, for what I'm very tired now.

I passaged my cells just now. Now I got my own cells. Actually, I have a feeling like I am keeping a pet, though they don't look nice and cute at all, and even can't be seen without a microscape... Next week, I have 2 chances to learn how to do Western Blot, and I will do an experiment which I still can't confirm what it is.